Sex Party Barbeque Monday, May 30, 2005 So I got a…

Sex Party Barbeque
Monday, May 30, 2005
So I got a call from “P” today about another party at his theater.
This is the same place I went to a few weeks ago and was surprised to find out that it was pretty much an orgy with several absynth bars.
You can find that blog entry by looking in my blog a bit back.
Anyway, so I get this call for another party would I like to come over, you betcha. So he mentioned food and stuff, but I totally expected this to be another sex party with a loose “food” theme.
Turns out it wasn’t a sex party. It was fun, don’t get me wrong, but… well, when your expecting hot flesh on the floors, and instead are served hot steaks… hot delicious steaks.. mmm, it was pretty good.
I spent an hour teaching Paul the basics of freehand, and then another hour with Scott Nery figuring out everything that could possibly be done with a couple juggling balls and some large pasta bowls.
On the bikeride home I had this pretty bizarre realization that I can only interact with other people creatively. I’m not really of having a conversation unless it’s it’s getting my mind racing on other ways to do whatever we are talking about. I’m a friendly dude, shy, and I know a little bit about a lot of things, but if I’m not talking about making music, crafts, comedy writing, skill toys, object manipulation, etc… I feel pretty uncomfortable.
Of course I’m not being literal here, I’ve had conversations about movies, or politics or food, but you’ve got to understand I’m the type of guy that can go to a party for hours and not say a word. I just don’t know what to talk about, furthermore, almost all of my friends are people that I can only talk to about certain creative things. Theres the people I know from acting, the people I know from yo-yo, the people I know from cartooning. If we aren’t talking about these things, I have no idea waht to say. Looking back my best relationships have been with women that also shared a creative interest that I could talk about, you see I don’t have to talk about MY creations, I just love talking about creating in general. The best times I’ve had with girlfriends was during periods where we both were creating. If she was working on a bunch of paintings, and I was doing a bunch of music, we’d have so much to talk about. It could be because it’s through these creative processes that I’ve best learned to communicate instead of just uh.. comunicating. So talking about these things is easier to me, because I’m talking about how we express ourselves, instead of having to actually do it in real life.
I know that sounds ‘tarded, but it was sort of an epiphany on my way home.
There should be another sex party in a month or two.